Love and Revolution – Part I

November 16, 2008

lovechangeI remember when noori launched into the mainstream (2002), our tag-line was that we are a clear departure from soppy love songs – that we had consciously decided to stay away from the lovey-dovey track, because all that was coming out in the name of love was total crap, and that, especially in these times, the needful was to bring about change at a different level. To focus on the minds of people (youth in particular) – try to make them think responsibly and to dream purposefully.

I’ll be very honest. This was all Ali Noor’s idea! He’s the one who had always been inspired by revolutionary western rock music and the progressive writers’ movement (a la Manto, Premchand et al).

I must also confess here that the first idea in this direction (again) was provided by me – when I wrote the lyrics for ‘Mein’. But honestly, I was not at all aware about it: Noor had made this melody and he asked me to write words for it; I wrote spontaneously, Noor did all the interpretations and, right there and then, we found a new purpose for noori!

I was in awe, firstly at the fact that he mmanto2ade something I had just written off hand into something really grand (a big ego booster for me), and secondly because this brother of mine has a mind that works at the speed of light – the conversations we had that day (somewhere in 1996) opened a brand new chapter for both of our lives! … Although it still took me another 6 years to assimilate it, he was already at work starting that very day…

Truth is that I have never (and I mean this) on my own initiative written a non-love/message/social-change oriented song. It has always been in collaboration with Ali Noor. Whereas Ali Noor kept writing more and more such songs, all with his own initiative, while I was busy partying at college/university (I rejoined him in the effort once again in 2002, when we had to pen down some remaining songs for SKMHJ).

Ok, I wrote ‘Jo Meray’ on my own – which isn’t much of a love song, but then, that song doesn’t have any lyrics to start with!

And this brings me to point out a major difference between Noor and I: he is a real life person, who works with (and hence comprehends) tangibles mostly – he dreams, but his dreams are practical dreams – like becoming a rock star, changing society etc.

I, on the other hand, am an abstraction freak. I have my own world, full of romanticism and highly impractical agendas. From the age of 3 to 15, I have spent more than half my day, roaming outside in my lawn, talking to myself, telling myself that one day I will be this super hero, with supernatural powers etc.

I still have these ‘unreal’ dreams by the way. But I have learnt how to refine them and make them more in sync with the knowledge fund of our time (and that of the ancients too).
Secondly, I have come out of my ‘love thyself’ syndrome to quite and extent, and have tried to link my dreams with humanity in general. Yes, today I dream of a future human being, with capabilities and potential far beyond what we have today… I love mythology, and I love the supernatural!

My dreams may not be real-life, but they are future-life for sure!

Lastly, in retrospect, when I wrote Mein, I think I wrote it about myself and my elevation from all the issues of reality. But Noor interpreted it as the Story of a Mad Man – even the video (which was never shot) was planned out like that. And look at me, I have never even told Ali Noor that I wrote it with myself in mind!!! I guess he will find out, himself for the first time, with this post.

Gee man… thanks for calling me a psycho!
And I guess that also answers the question that ‘who’s right?’ in all this… right?

yin_yangNo! … this is not a question of who’s right and who’s wrong. In fact, this difference is the very basis of what makes us brothers gel so well.

We are like the yin and yang. Even our stars made us like that!

It will be interesting for the reader to know that Noor and I are equinoxes. Our birth dates (23rd September and 21st March) are those very days of the year (give or take some approximations) when the duration of night and day is the same! And while I mark the beginning of Spring, Noor announces the coming of Autumn (the two most beautiful seasons of the year). …

… Man I am taking this vanity thing beyond limits!!!

I am gonna stop here :) or I’ll lose total control…

I have something else to say as well… I am not finished yet. But I will give you respite, and give myself a day or so to recollect my thoughts…

As always, I wanted to write something else, and went in another direction altogether :P

I suffer from vanity for sure!! … Any prescriptions??

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15 Responses to “Love and Revolution – Part I”

  1. mahatiddi Says:

    Your posts are the perfect cure for my midnight madness! In case you haven’t noticed, I’m in London and have been reading your posts at the end of my day when all else seems mundane. To say the least, they are entertaining.

    I get tempted to comment critically, but then it would feel like I’m at uni again! However, I must say there’s a good usage of imagery. And I love the fact that you actually went through the effort of posting a picture of the yin yang sign.

    Your abstract dreams fascinate me. You’re lucky you gave up on the super hero dream early on in life! (or are you still betting on it?)
    My friends and I still fantasize about how wonderful it would be to have supernatural powers! I don’t think it does us much good though!

    Anyway, if I had a cure for your vanity, I’d have given it after your first post. I’m thinking you need to divert your attention to something other than yourself for a start!!:P

    Anyway, just so you know, I’m not stalking your blog! I just enjoy reading! lol..
    Keep us posted!:)

  2. Adil Siddiq Says:

    It felt really good reading this one Hamza.
    Your every post opens up yourself even more for me, the readers and above all for yourself.

    No such prescriptions my friend, keep exploring every dark corner of your mind, the spider web needs some cleaning. Good work Mr.Blog…..

    PS: Anxiously waiting for Part II

  3. mcphistor Says:

    No, i am so not going to be the one to suggest any medicine. For you wont be YOU if you take that aspect out of your personality.

    However, more than anything, this entry gave me the insight about how the two of you work and where from these inspirations come. Esp, the way Noor interpreted Mein was diametrically opposite to what you had in ure mind before writing the song.

    Or maybe he was absolutely accurate in his assessment, you vain psycho ;)

  4. Ahmedh Says:

    Take panadol I guess. But seriously dwell further into realm of reflection… once a mind starts reflecting it truly realizes unbounded spaces which encompasses the universe… from this realization comes the truth that we only occupy a such small space in a vast reality, which is narrowed further as we heighten our vanities.. so I guess thinking and probing further melts our vanities because we truly realize essence of nature which in its silent movements is so more powerful… by abandoning our vanities we could see ocean of truth the way it is. A droplet is too small a entity to mirror and submerge entire ocean within it. It has to lose itself within its waves to reveal reality.

  5. ibilgrami Says:

    This post reminds me of this musical couple and their songs till this day are popular. they too were worlds apart, but together they made some amazing songs.
    John Lennon and Paul McCartney, together they made history. Inshallah you and noor too will go on to make history.

  6. sameen Says:

    haha vanity seems uncurable in your case Hamza! The part where u told us that Ali noor interpreted the song Mein differntly I realized I do that all the time. When I listen to a noori song I usually interpret it according to my situation there and then, this way every time I listen to a song it has a differnet meaning to me each time. My friends usually call me an idiot for not understanding the theme of the song correctly but this is just how a listen to ur music and appreciate it alot!

  7. Iberuz Says:

    Pop some prozac dude, you’ve got some major narcissistic issues…

  8. Maha Says:

    Its always healing to have a rant and even miss the possible aim of writing out or speaking ones feelings. To be very honest, Noori’s music has helped me get through some of the toughest times I’ve faced in the past two years and I just felt i related to absolutely each and every song you guys came out with.

    To be honest, many times vanity is what attracts others to another person. Knowing ones best qualities enables others to learn about them and appreciate them, so don’t be too hard on yourself!

    Anyways, just thought I’d take this opportunity to say that NOORI ROCKS!! xoxox <3

  9. mahatiddi Says:

    So maybe I was stalking your writing!:P…haha..

    Don’t get out of the flow, aight? It’s really hard to get back into it!!

  10. madiha Says:

    i’ve read all the posts on ur blog…im simply loving it…and when i say i love or like something i mean it :)
    i am waiting for Part II to come !
    when i heard the song i also felt and still feel that the song “mein” is about me …i am not saying this just because you said it… i really felt this way ( and i don’t care k wo psycho admi k barey mei gana tha! ;b)ap tto nuhi hain..perhaps iam a psycho…!: S

  11. Hamza Says:

    We’re all psycho’s here ;) … and it takes a madman to acknowledge that the rest of world lives in the illusions of normalcy :)

  12. NeeliPeeli Says:

    Hmmm…..sounds like someone has been going through much self reflection that once tapped into just poured out non stop. What ever the reason, its for sure interesting to dig into someone’s mind and understand why and how they interpret the world and themselves in it. And might I just add that perhaps it takes normalcy to acknowledge that you are a madman….something to ponder about.

  13. grumpy Says:

    still full of shit i see …

  14. Hamza Says:

    grumpy: I allowed your comment because I know you have always liked smelling my shit… and in the vain tradition of this post, i will let you smell it again ;)

  15. Sana Iftikhar Says:

    hello .. i just came across your blog by chance and well .. i wont comment on it or anything .. i just want to say that i love what you guys do. ive been away from pakistan a while now but try to keep up with whatever is happening. i heard your song do dil a few days ago and really enjoyed it.

    all the very best for everything you guys do in the future .. and oh yes girls in toronto think you guys are HAWT! ahaha they really do ! wink wink.

    much love from the north pole.


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